One thought consumed me.
My ex-wife had tried to kill me using our own son as the weapon.
And I was going to make sure she paid for it.
Three hours felt like three years.
I sat in a waiting room at the SFPD station, staring at beige walls and drinking terrible coffee from a vending machine.
Eleanor had gone back to her corner, but not before making me promise to eat something.
I couldn’t imagine eating.
When Bradley finally came to get me, his face was unreadable.
“He’s ready to talk,” he said. “You can watch from the observation room, but Luke… you need to prepare yourself. This isn’t going to be easy.”
I followed him down a narrow hallway to a small, dark room with a one-way mirror.
On the other side, Jason sat at a metal table, handcuffed, looking worse than I’d ever seen him.
He was shaking. Sweating.
His skin had a gray pallor, and every few seconds he gagged like he might throw up.
Withdrawal.
“We can’t give him anything beyond protocol until the interview’s done,” Bradley said quietly beside me. “Standard procedure when drugs are involved. I’m sorry.”
I couldn’t respond. Couldn’t look away from my son falling apart on the other side of that glass.
Bradley entered the interrogation room and sat down across from Jason.
His voice came through speakers in our observation room, surprisingly gentle.
“Jason, I need you to tell me the truth. Why did you want to hurt your father?”
Jason’s head hung low.
When he finally spoke, his voice was barely audible.
“Money.”
He swallowed hard.
“I owe eighty thousand dollars to some very bad people. They’re going to kill me if I don’t pay.”
He looked up, eyes red and hollow.
“The insurance policy… one-point-two million. That would fix everything.”
“So you decided to murder your father for it,” Bradley said.
The word murder hung in the air like poison.
Jason nodded, tears streaming down his face.
“It was supposed to solve everything. Pay off my debts. Start over. Mom said—”
He stopped abruptly.
Bradley leaned forward.
“Mom said what?”
“Nothing.”
“Jason,” Bradley said, tone sharpening, “who gave you the equipment? Who taught you how to build that device? You’re a drug addict, not an engineer. Someone helped you.”
Jason’s shaking intensified.
“I… I can’t—”
“She will,” Bradley cut in.
“Jason, if someone pressured you, manipulated you… that matters. But you need to tell me the truth right now.”
A long silence.
Then Jason broke.
“My mom,” he whispered.
His voice cracked.
“Mom said Dad deserved it. She said he threw her away like garbage after fifteen years. Said he never loved us. Said he was the reason I turned out like this.”
The words were knives.
“She told me the insurance money would be mine. That Dad had destroyed our family and this would make it right. That it wasn’t murder. It was justice.”
I gripped the edge of the table in the observation room, knuckles white.
Bradley’s voice stayed level.
“Did your mother provide the equipment?”
“Not directly,” Jason said. “She has someone. A guy named Marcus.”
“Marcus who?”
“I don’t know his last name,” Jason said, wiping his nose with his shoulder, hands still cuffed. “She just calls him Marcus. He’s some kind of engineer or mechanic.”
Jason’s voice rushed now.
“I think he built the device and showed me how to install it. Walked me through everything.”
Bradley wrote something down.
“Mom planned it all. Every detail,” Jason said. “She said two a.m. was when Dad would be in the deepest sleep. She said to put it near the gas meter in the basement so it would look like an accident.”
He squeezed his eyes shut.
“And she promised you the insurance money.”
“Half,” Jason said. “She said we’d split it. Six hundred thousand each. Enough to pay off my debts and disappear. Start a new life somewhere.”
Bradley leaned back.
“How long has she been planning this?”
“Months,” Jason whispered. “Maybe six months. She started mentioning it after I told her about my debts. At first I thought she was joking, but then Marcus showed up with blueprints and equipment and…”
He trailed off, staring at nothing.
“Did you want to do this, Jason?” Bradley asked.
The question hung there.
Jason looked up at the mirror like he could see me watching.
Maybe he could feel me there.
“No,” he whispered. “But I didn’t know how to say no to her. She’s my mom. She’s all I have left.”
He swallowed.
“And she kept saying Dad deserved it. That he abandoned us. That he chose his stupid bookstore over his family.”
His voice broke.
“I believed her. God help me. I believed her.”
“We’re going to need you to tell us everything you know about Marcus. Full name if you have it, where he lives, how to contact him. And we’ll need your mother’s current address and phone number.”
“Are you going to arrest her?” Jason asked.
“If what you’re telling me is true,” Bradley said, “yes. She’ll be charged with conspiracy to commit murder.”
Jason nodded slowly, something like relief crossing his face.
“Good,” he said. “She should be. This was her idea. All of it.”
Bradley left the room.
A moment later he appeared beside me in the observation room.
“Luke, I’m sorry you had to hear that.”
I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t process what I’d just witnessed.
My ex-wife had orchestrated my murder. Manipulated our son into being the weapon. Found someone to build a bomb and teach Jason how to plant it.
For six months, she’d been planning to kill me.
“We need to talk about Jennifer Morgan,” Bradley said. “And this Marcus person. Do you know anyone by that name in her life?”
I shook my head numbly.
“We’ll find him,” Bradley said. “And we’ll bring her in for questioning.”
His jaw was tight.
“Luke, this goes deeper than we thought. Your ex-wife didn’t just manipulate your son. She found an accomplice—someone with technical expertise. This was a conspiracy.”
Through the glass, Jason sat with his head in his cuffed hands, still shaking, still crying.
My son. My broken, manipulated son.
And somewhere out there, Jennifer was going about her day thinking she’d gotten away with it.
Thinking I was dead.
“When do we get her?” I asked.
My voice sounded strange—flat, cold.
Bradley met my eyes.
“Tonight,” he said. “We move tonight.”
Three weeks passed like walking through fog.
I moved into a small apartment above an Italian restaurant in North Beach. The rent was cheap because the smell of garlic and tomato sauce soaked into everything, but I didn’t mind.
It was close to the bookstore, and most nights I couldn’t smell anything anyway.
Jennifer had been arrested the same night as Jason.
I didn’t watch. Didn’t want to see her face.
Bradley told me she’d denied everything at first, then lawyered up and went silent.
Marcus Webb—the engineer boyfriend she’d been hiding—was picked up two hours later at his apartment in Bernal Heights.
He’d tried to run.
They were both being held without bail: conspiracy to commit murder.
The trial was months away.
Jason was in San Francisco County Jail detoxing, waiting for arraignment, and I was trying to figure out how to breathe again.
Every morning, I walked down to Columbus and Broadway.
Eleanor was always there, but she wasn’t the same woman I’d met six months ago.
The city had placed her in a small studio apartment in Chinatown after her testimony made the news. Some nonprofit had taken interest, gotten her on medication for her mental health issues.
The voices were quieter now, she said. The confusion less frequent.
She’d even started volunteering part-time at the public library on Larkin Street, reshelving books, going back to what she’d been before the accident.
“Everything,” she told me once, “was taken.”
“You saved me,” I told her one morning over coffee from Jeppe’s.
“No,” she said, clearer than I’d ever heard her. “We saved each other.”
Maybe she was right.
But I still couldn’t sleep.
Still couldn’t reconcile the two versions of Jason that lived in my head—the little boy who used to help me shelve books on Saturday mornings, and the broken man who’d planted a bomb in my basement.
“How do you forgive that?” I asked one morning.
“You’re still angry,” Eleanor observed.
“Of course I’m angry,” I said. “He tried to kill me.”
“But he didn’t,” she said.
She sipped her coffee slowly, eyes finally clear.
