Emily didn’t want to take it. She said you should know. But I insisted.
I didn’t want it going through you or Mom or anyone who’d feel guilty and try to stop me.”
I buried my face in my hands feeling a mix of shame, grief, and disbelief. I had suspected the worst of both of them. That night, I went home and told Emily I knew everything.
Relief flooded her face before she burst into tears. “I wanted to tell you a hundred times,” she cried. “But Ryan begged me not to.
He just wanted to live without being treated like he was already gone. He wanted to love Sophie quietly.”
I cried too. For my brother.
For my suspicions. For lost time. And then, four months later, Ryan passed away.
Shortly before he died, he gave me a sealed envelope with Sophie’s name written on it. He made me promise not to open it until her tenth birthday. I still have that envelope in my desk drawer.
I don’t know what it says, but I know it’s filled with love. That’s just who Ryan was. I’ll spend the rest of my life making up for the doubt I had, the time I wasted, and the trust I nearly destroyed.
Sophie still draws family pictures. But now they say: “Daddy, Mommy, Sophie, and Uncle Ryan watching from heaven.”
She never forgot him. And neither will I.
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