“What do you want from me, Liam?”
“Forgiveness, closure, a second chance.”
He looked up at me then, and I saw tears in his eyes.
“I want you to know that I know what I lost. I want you to know that Lily wasn’t better than you. No one could be better than you.
I want you to know that the biggest mistake of my life wasn’t the affair. It was not appreciating what I had when I had it.”
“And I want you to be happy. Really happy with someone who deserves you.”
It was the most honest thing he’d said to me in years.
“Thank you,” I said finally. “I appreciate you coming here and saying that.”
He nodded and stood to leave. At the door, he turned back one more time.
“For what it’s worth, Emily, you were magnificent that night at Christmas dinner. I’ve never seen anyone handle themselves with such grace under pressure.”
After he left, I sat at my desk for a long time, thinking about forgiveness and closure and the strange way life sometimes comes full circle. A year later, I was dating a wonderful man named Daniel Parker.
Jason is the private investigator’s brother. As it turned out, Daniel was a pediatric surgeon who found my independence attractive rather than threatening, who supported my business ambitions, and who thought my story about Christmas dinner was hilarious rather than embarrassing. We were having dinner at Romano’s, the same restaurant where I confronted the evidence of Liam’s betrayal, when Daniel asked me if I ever regretted how I’d handled the situation.
“Do you mean, do I regret planning it out instead of just screaming and throwing things?” I asked. “I mean, do you regret exposing everything in front of his whole family instead of handling it privately?”
I considered the question seriously. “No,” I said finally.
“Helen chose to humiliate me publicly. She thought she could corner me, embarrass me, and force me to accept her son’s infidelity quietly. She thought I was weak, and you proved her wrong.
I proved that actions have consequences, that manipulating people’s lives for sport comes with a price, that underestimating someone because you think they’re beneath you is a dangerous game.”
Daniel smiled and raised his wine glass. “To dangerous women and the men smart enough to appreciate them.”
“To second chances,” I countered, clinking my glass against his, “and to the wisdom to know when someone deserves one.”
As we left the restaurant that night, I thought about Lily, who’d moved back to Boston and was reportedly doing well in commercial real estate. I thought about Liam, who’d left his father’s firm to teach high school math and seemed genuinely happier.
I thought about Helen, who’d lost her position as the family matriarch after her behavior at Christmas dinner had finally convinced George to demand change. But mostly, I thought about myself. About the woman who’d sat at that dinner table a year ago, calmly buttering her roll while her world exploded around her.
She’d been strong, strategic, and ultimately victorious. She’d also been absolutely terrified. The truth was, walking away from a 7-year marriage, even a broken one, had been the hardest thing I’d ever done.
Standing up to Helen in front of all those people had taken every ounce of courage I possessed. Planning my revenge had been empowering, but executing it had been terrifying. But sometimes being terrified is exactly what you need to discover how strong you really are.
And sometimes the best revenge isn’t getting even. It’s getting out.
